THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER.

IAMTHEGEEK.

Monday, October 23, 2006

I'm currently on a long break. started from last friday nite till this thursday morning. a well deserved break i wld say. cause i have been slaving myself to the trainess for every morning. @ 4am, wake up, bring them. expt 4 2 occasions when i was totally shagged out n told e trainess to march properly on their own. yay, finally an end to that.

so as the days comes closer, i realised i wasnt prepared for hari raya yet. i haven buy my hari raya clothes. traditional yes. 1 week b4 hari raya, but the songkok, and samping was yet to seen. So yesterday, while @ geylang(finally, i got time to go there for this yr hari raya), i manage to get a songkok, but for samping, scared tk matching. so ape samping yg ade kat rumah, jadikan je lar. its only for day 1. then nite went 4 more shopping.

so this monday. gonna go for a haircut at my sis fren's shop.. hope dier tahu potong. feels like i'm gambling here. so this afternoon, gonna b missing 4 the haircut. hmm i just realise, i got a prob. sap yg nk beli mentabak. need to go pasir ris 4 the mentabak, n bedok 4 haircut. both take place in afternoon. wish i cld clone myself.. multi tasking.

also, last sat, met a new fren. a teacher trainee. by the time i ORD, she wld have passed out from NIE. from her, i wld get to noe more abt teacher stuff. i can see its mentally n physically draining. need to prepare lesson plan,exams paper. no such thing as a slacking job. but if i were to go for NIE, i wld take ard 4 yrs to complete. that 4 yrs. after spending ard 3 yrs in poly, 4 yrs seem long. still deciding wat to do after army. Do i hear paramedic? or teacher. ultimately i just wanna earn $$. 7 mth 2 go.. still have time to decide. but surely, i wont sign on army. thats the last thing i wld do. esp injured knee boy.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Monday, October 23, 2006

IAMTHEGEEK.

Friday, October 13, 2006

wat a day today was... never manage to wake up for the ' sahur '. so had to go hungry 4 the day. then, morning, JBL can down to the wos room. of the whole week, today. luckily mad eit in time. so was given a talk abt non camera phone. blah blah.

so morning went well. i was just too tired so i volunteered to be the casualty. really gamble as today lesson was spinal 2. was taped to the spinal board. luckily, i was not that much scared when they put me on the board, raising to the highest level possible. was too tired, so i slept thru the whole lesson. yay!

since today i was on duty, i was the last tone to go home. when the last trainee was sent home, it was already time to break fast. i hate fridays. esp on fasting mth.

otw way back home, i forgot abt my hp. went back to take.
2nd round, at bus stop, forget to take my ex link.
too lazy to go back camp, so i used coins.
damm, today is really friday the 13. almost midnight. hope this will end today. cause tmr is going to teach trainees . arghh. wat have i got myself into.. gonna be quiet this few days. just wanna gather back my thoughts. feel kinda low atm. no 1 to talk to. boring.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Friday, October 13, 2006

IAMTHEGEEK.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

wat a fasting day for me... fasting while having diarrhea. luckily try to control. dun wanna lose too much fluid.

for this post, just wanna say tat i kinda feel lost. @ home, there no siblings. then when buka, cuma ade parents. quite a bore. mebbe my family is cracking up. i just feel that i need to be alone.. need to stay away from the others. dad talk way too muc. want this, that.

I'm not looking forward to this yrs hari raya. just cant wait till the end of this yr. wanna get a better stable job after NS. really, the $$ earned is peanuts..

dunno if today got time @ nite 2 go cut hair. life has serve no purpose.

ps. who is the iheardyou. can i get a hint or something. cause my blog is kinda of low profile.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Sunday, October 08, 2006