THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER.

IAMTHEGEEK.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

my fate will stay at SISPEC. nw, what i can do is to minimize my injury from getting further. have to take glutosamine supplement. and also buy a new knee guard. training is gonna be a new one. can't go into details abt the training but what i can say is that a lot of new arsenal will be learnt. nothing much as a private but i hope to finish as a sergeant. 'cause by then, i only will need to teach only my recruits(hopefully) and not posted out to some unit.

seems that my stamina is improving. at a constant pace and nt huffing and puffing like before. same amgain. tmr bookin in at nite. life is rushing but 2 yrs gonna pass by really fast.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Saturday, September 24, 2005

IAMTHEGEEK.

Friday, September 16, 2005

there's a conspiracy. i knew it. there's someone out there trying to make my life miserable. its already miserable enuf that i got into army. then came a ray of light , during my MP interview. when the posting came out, i was happy that i got MP. so happy at first, till the late afternoon.

come a dreaded phonecall.

SUDDENLY, i was the one who picked it up. "Hello", i said.
"This is 3SG ####, whats yur posting?"
"SAFPU", i said.
"Wrong, u are now infantry leader. SISPEC."
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO."

Suddenly, it was a dark and stormy night.
"are u sure?", i said
"u'r mohd firdaus?"
"yes", i said
"yur posting has been changed"
"Y me? i was happy with my MP posting. how can i revert this change?"
"i dunno. call this number 6### ####"

i called and 10 mins later of arguing got me nowhere. man, i feel like shit. worse, i feel better if i just lay and die.

man, i seriously feel like dying.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Friday, September 16, 2005

IAMTHEGEEK.

yay. i didn't go to sispec. went to my fav choice. MP. yay.
sigh. y not me? y didn't i get Police academy? Y??

the pro and cons. happy i didn't have to spend another day in tekong animore. but y not in TRACOM? i wanna be a policeman. wannabe policeman. got myself a military policeman.

yay. no more filed camp. no more route march. no more camou on. no more use for pack
1~7. yeap. got my wish. should wish harder.

ahh. what the heck.MP leh . 9 weeks of training. then thats it. yeap. 9 weeks.lets count that in months 2. 1/4 months. less than BMT period. shld be over in no time

I SET MY OWN RULES. Friday, September 16, 2005

IAMTHEGEEK.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

in 20 hrs time, my posting will be known to me.

i feel helpless, as there nothing i can do to change my posting. i can only hope for the best.

a BBQ pit tonite at east coast. at 8 pm- 10 am. best. but by looking at the weather, its not good. its gonna rain and i hate rainy days. y must it rain. sucks man. wet sand, hard to make fire.. will be shivering.

friendster has new features. but it is so fucking messy. so many links scattered ard. like bird shit.

3 more days before the enjoyment ends.sigh. not looking forward to this new posting. hoping that i will get MP.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Thursday, September 15, 2005

IAMTHEGEEK.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

finally, i manage to pass out from BMT. didn't see it coming. next moment, its over.

just like that... went through a lot. quite emotional at the end of it. all the good and bad. all the jokes and depressing moment. left me a good impression. we all survived. now got to wait 4 the posting. hoping that i will get the MP posting. regretted for putting 'yes' in the sispec/ocs posting.

will be every single day. just to hang ard s'pore. the movie ' red eye' . DONT WATCH!! it sucks. no thrill at all. lame movie.. make it very lame.

going sentosa tmr.. a last get together. time 4 some fun.woohoo
one last note. POP lor!!

I SET MY OWN RULES. Thursday, September 08, 2005