THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER.

IAMTHEGEEK.

Friday, July 23, 2004

ok.. hmm what a wrecking havok week i had....really depressing sia.
sigh...what to do... hope they will be lenient with me...
wanna know what the heck i'm talking abt?hahahaha...
its abt some incident that happen in the SIP lab. if i were to explain it. it would be very blur cause i didn't know that it was an offence. really.

ok. now abt others. i seing myself changing but i dunno into what. i seem to be very silent nowdays.. like someone is keeping my mouth shut.i just can't seem to think right.like there's a mental block. what has SIP made me.. i have no idea.

BTW, some song that i would recommend to u guys. They are as follow:
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Reptilia- The Strokes
Meant to Live - Switchfoot
Look what you've done - Jet

ok. abt the girl... let me think. seems like i would have to drop out of her picture.
just let things be the way it was. everytime see her sure got platoon of guys.
WAHH,really sia.. my chances are being slim to abt 1% sia.
Dear god, give me a sign that shows that i should go after her after weeks of not communicating.
my brain has gone dead since the 2nd week of SIP. JAVA is definitely killing me.

now i hope to have a better week next week. hope that everything will be fine and the SIP project will remain on schedule. thats what i wish for. and i'm thinking of gelling my hair hard into another hairstyle.. hahaha..my hair really is thick. that means that i wont grow bald when i'm old. YEAH.. positive thinking will lead me to nowhere. that's life man. u have to take it hard and face the consequences. argh what is happening with me.i am now making philosphy of life... really have to meditate thiw weekend. mebbe my brain is finally recruiting some brain cells when it reaches 18 and now it arrives. ah,.. now i feel better with crapping.

now realised that i'm a bit paranoid. yeah u guys will tell me, yup.paranoid.
but if good to expect the unexpected.like to know that u have the powers similar to Spider-man :P. just kidding. now really misses the era that i was crazy about Spider-man. since spider-man 2 came out, now did i realised that more than 10 ppl also like Spider-man. i mean more than 10 not like 11 but millions. woah there's an older man that tried to dressed up as Spider-man by body paint. and that really gross me out.

ahh. now the last paragraph. seems that i am finally back to myself after writing this. seems to be able to cought out all my experience of the week. wont go into details but there will always be a void in my heart.

ps... there's a few probs with the DL links. will solve as soon as possible..

I SET MY OWN RULES. Friday, July 23, 2004

THELOVER.
name: if u must know, call me Phir
birthday: Sagittarius
country: Singapore
school: Been a while since i stepped into a school. Last school i attended was a polytechnic.
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WHO/WHATIWISH.
<3 1 to end my army.. rmbr the date.08062007
<3 2 get a job as soon as ASAP
<3 3 start to do smart investment at a young age
<3 4 get 10k at the end of year

WHATILOVETOWANT

Get close wif MUSE
Get the new K5
Getting the PS3 wif FFVII
Getting a drum set.
Get all these wants. If possible...