THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER.

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

Things that need to be clarify

My com is spoilt. The monitor is outz. So i won't be able to surf online at night..
Finding a few resources of poems so that at home i can sort of "mix" and create a nice one... i now need a Chemical X fo this to work . anyone has any Chemical X left?

this week is tough. can't wake up early for The Sign in. always arriving late. must buck up so that won't receive any warning letters.

now see if my sis will help me out. need her critics. my frens critics are always lame... need real advice..ok thats its. tmr going to skool n giving out "Prizes"

I SET MY OWN RULES. Thursday, June 24, 2004

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Broke. not broken.

Where can i go wif her? walk-walk where?..i hav no idea...also dunno if wanna meet up wif her.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Tuesday, June 22, 2004

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

Woo Hoo

No Skool on monday. going to cyber burn somethings before its gets ghosted..
also mebbe hang ard cc and see if i'm in the mood for some gym..

but tmr going to beach road. see if my plan can fit that in.. buying some clothes.. going to buy cheap ones as someone told me that it cost ard 10 bucks per shirt.. that cheap considered Singapore.. or either going to Queensway shooping centre.. can also go ikea buy the cheap battery... good quality yellow battery by Varta..

ok, thats it, today's blog just blows. nv had the creative juice in me...
session seems like going to a funfair. never seem to have enough time to spend... thats my analogy.. dunno if u can get the pic...ok. outz.now praying for an easy Supervisor and and Easier Project for SIP. Just wanna get this overwith. can't wake up late.hope the supervisor is a football fanatic. than can happy happy talk abt soccer. hahahha, i wish only...

I SET MY OWN RULES. Sunday, June 20, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

The Day I Flipped

The following is based on a true story.

I decided to go skool today as yesterday zeroforce had wanted to burn a disc. Yeah, i'm getting closer to the target. Woohoo. But the target has one last defense. A guy that i is not so approachable. Zeroforce on the other hand is approachable. Back to the story..

Was crossing the bridge and guess who i saw.GUESS before procedding!!
Richard. Mebbe he saw me first and waited. So had a chat and console him.He's in a dilemma and if i were him, i wouldn't know what to do next.Was ard 11. Talked to him till 11.20. Was standing at the bridge and was thinking of jumping down the bridge when something appeared.GUESS WHO.TRY AGAIN!!it was the girl of my dreams, wif the unapproachable guy. was too dumfounded that richard had to tell me instructions. "Go after her lah."

Had to act like a fool and follow her. went to cc. but today my ears got prob. all i ask her , i can't seem to be able to hear. just act and say "aha, aha". i dunno what the answers were aniway.

i just kept smiling like an duracell bunny.i was too happy to be standing along her, and also wif her. if the other twin was there, i might be dead to the spot..walked all the way to cyber. Man, was i the slackiest dude. my shirt was not ironed and i was sweating like fark cause i arrived at skool during noon. but her fren the "unapproachable" was by her side all the time. i really had to think twice approaching her. decided to talk to her by msn. what a way. the distance was not great but i can't talk to her face to face. remember i got hearing problem. mebbe its the side effect of being a drummer. too loud music hurts u.

hade a quickie meal and forgot to wave her.arggh. always have thing to improve on. also she handed me an online rose. damm, not macho sia. :(

sad to see her go off with the rino and the "unapproachable" guy. that the end of todays blog. tmr have to go SIP briefing. sad as next week is holiday. dunno if can make in time to ask her out for Spider-man 2 movie.. wish me luck and all the best to u guys/dudes reading my blog. Hahaha.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Thursday, June 17, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Paranoid Me

Today is a day i won't want to relive. With the guys going ard pestering me..so how's her?wtf dudes. don't "What" me,man. sighing.. hoping to see her online. u guys know her name.come online . would trade all this euro craze.. i'm not into soccer. Arsenal The Best!!

But dun wanna let France win. Let the underdogs win. Like Czech, or mebbbe some other that are lousy.Look at Champions League. Who would expect Porto to beat 3-0 when vs Monaco?
Its like a twisted story. unbelievable. surely the Singapore Pools was happy. Man, hw i wish that i knew the score. would the be living the 'Life'.

Now really 'rindu' her. I wanna know what makes a girl tick. so that i can keep the conversation going. i dunno if i stand a chance. Are there any Statistics or facts to inform me of my chances ? Does measuring tape count? cause if distance is a factor, then i lose out to Zero as he lives nearer to her compared to me.

Arggh, i really need to read the future. What does it holds for me? Do i expect the unexpected? So many questions. Any future prediction would help.

Okay. what a hot night. No wind and the air is still. makes the mood to stay up for the night better. is not would easily doze off while waiting for soccer.

Tmr plan is to go to Sim Lim.Need to get a new Sound Card. Its way too stressful without listenming to songs at home. But before that going to skool to burn some mp3s cause if later SIP, wont get bored. Good thinking. I'm so S-M-R-T.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Tuesday, June 15, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Monday, June 14, 2004

today seems a funny day. went to gym but somehow today was different.
i nv sweat a lot and it seems that i'm used to the gym excercise. i can even play cs without yawning. but i would trade all of the time i play cs to have an hour of chatting wif her. nv come online. mebbe she felt asleep during afternoon after watching football. who could i blame? Soccer rules.

Haha.. words coming out of a guy who haven even kick a soccer ball for years. Its like i'm avoiding soccer balls. it might be to the fact i'm too lazy. or all my frens are a bunch of addicts to the computer. need to get a life. but one problem stands in my way. $$Money$$. this is such a huge obstacle that i might need to sell blood..
just kidding. my money seems not to divert to me.need someone to do a fengshui on me. what telah happen to all my money? did it got embezzled? or is it that the cost of living in S'Pore has gone up without ppl realising it?i think its the latter.

mebbe tmr i shall go to the gym cause skool is abt to start. won't be another time for me to go to the gym. ahh. must sleep now so that i would not find myself woken up at 4.30 AM!! dunno what the heck is happening to my body. woke up at such an odd hour.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Monday, June 14, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

ok. alert. Was told that a jamming will be held today. But confirmation was till the last minute. The day before. on friday midnight.
a new bassist was introduced.Cool guy. can joke ard.not serious. into rock type. YEAH!!
Finally someone who plays but his fav was Rage Against The Machine. quite old skool but what the heck. ROcK brader!!@!

somehow today, i got form/skill to play the drums. dunno what was in my head but i keep smiling non-stop. My mind was thinking abt what stuff would be suitable. Asked wall to accompany in searching for something nice. finally decided to buy that 2 stuff would be right buy would delay the buying. Dunno if she would accept it. I really need to read her mind. Then that would be great.

Like a great band called "The Ataris-The Last Song That I Will Write About A Girl.", once wrote the lyrics below...

I guess I'll never figure out
What womankind is all about.

A Quote for u guys out there.<< None of us never really understand the fair sex, that's why we're so captivated by them.>> It appeared in the telly once.Spoken in the show SMALLVILLE

I SET MY OWN RULES. Sunday, June 13, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Friday, June 11, 2004

shit.. now every day brings me closer to skool..nw i beginning to hate skool before it begins..
seems ironic, i've been going to skool almost everyday but nw i'm hating it. lol

well a fren of mine is going off to police. wish him all the best. Sorry for nt being able to go out wif ya. sorry dude.mebbe next time u'll become my officer. i wish to go to police.Hope fate will bring me there.

Abt the girl.i'm nt posting anything abt her.
no story for u guys.I need my privacy :)
will post when requested

Trying to enjoy the time spending at cyber watching anime/cartooon. Its fun to dl at skool as u can watch wif yur frens. U can laugh together and they will understand what jokes.Currently, watching some Simpsons Episodes, sponsored by Ram.He's a great fren.Seems that this holiday i've nt spend quality time wif them. i'm beginning to think mebbe i'm too lazy. or that i'm broke. i really have no idea where all the money i've got been to. mebbe its that i'm a bit off wif my luck on money.

Nw, where would a great place to be wif a girl?
Open to any logical suggestion.Pls take note that i'm kinda broke and my budget is ard 10 bucks.
Pls donate to the needy :P

I SET MY OWN RULES. Friday, June 11, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

what a day! gosh my heart was rushing man... but i played it cool..*koff*koff. she came wif only one fren...and richard shook my chair when she came...

i was not ready but when she was sitting on the com, then did i approach her. she was quite surprise ...mebbe she wasn't ready yet but it has to be done by hook or by crook...nw to keep up wif her life. try to slot myself wif her.

now i need tips of what to do next.. HELP ME GUYSi really need some suggestion.. hw to become closer to her as frens?

i have no idea what to do next.next step , turn left or right?

I SET MY OWN RULES. Wednesday, June 09, 2004

IAMTHEGEEK.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

woah. haven been updating myself lately. nt busy but lazy..
sigh, my head is now spinning...where it stops, nobody knows..
haiz, and i wonder what life means to me...really. i have no idea dudes.. help me out here.. what does life means to you. whats its purpose and how do we achieve it?I'm kinda lost in this planet mebbe i'm nt from this planet.. yeah, i'm from spidey-zierkeberger-words-that-u-can't-even-pronounce planet. haiz my mind is not in the right position. woke up while it was still orbiting. now its ,its ,its jammed and not not not spinning at the right speed. ooh yeah. full of crap. hehehe at least it shows that i'm back and not dead to the world.

I SET MY OWN RULES. Wednesday, June 02, 2004